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As I go to counseling and talk to my family and friends, the truth of things that have happened to me or that I have done will come out. Some will be graphic, others sad, some might just be angering for others. For all this I am sorry, but it needs to come out so that people can understand where my depression and anger come from. There for I do want to apologize a head of time and please don't be afraid to comment or leave your thoughts on my Blog. Thank You.

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Monday, January 4, 2010

Survival

Today brings great sadness to my heart. I am off to try to sell my most prized possessions; My Collection of Cookbooks.

I'm heart broken, but they must go in order to pay bills.

I have tried and looked and searched for work, only to come up empty handed. Hell I wouldn't want to hire me either if I didnt have to. But I do know this, I am a damn good worker and a damn good cook! Things wont be as tough next month, after all I'll have my left over monies from school and I can use that to pay off my title loan so that will be out of the way, as that is is my biggest fear; losing my truck for stupidity.

I'll write more later as I am off to group. I keep going cause I know somewhere in my heart it has to get better!

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