A few things I do know:
- I stay with men that I eventually start hating and aren't good for me.
- I leave or lie those who treat me the best, thinking I am not good enough for them.
- I self destruct when I see things aren't going as good as I am trying to make them.
- I come down on myself very very hard, even though I know I shouldn't or didn't have a reason to.
*** From 2011 and never published, till now.